This year I have not felt very Christmasy.  I made a decision early on that I did not want to do a lot of shopping and buy things that others don’t really need or want.  I was hoping stepping back from the commercialism would help put me in the Christmas mood, it hasn’t really helped.  I know this can be a difficult time of year for many and even though the message does not seem to be out there, it is perfectly fine to not have the Christmas spirit.  I don’t think it helps when stores start putting Christmas decorations and supplies out in the summer, what happened to a…